{"id":5671,"date":"2025-12-01T23:02:52","date_gmt":"2025-12-02T03:02:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/?page_id=5671"},"modified":"2025-12-01T23:02:52","modified_gmt":"2025-12-02T03:02:52","slug":"after-taylor","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/fall-2025-digital-lit\/after-taylor\/","title":{"rendered":"The Arithmetic of After \u2014 Meg Taylor \u2014 Fall 2025"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-5675\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1188\/2025\/11\/After-e1764544554642-241x300.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"335\" height=\"417\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1188\/2025\/11\/After-e1764544554642-241x300.jpeg 241w, https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1188\/2025\/11\/After-e1764544554642-823x1024.jpeg 823w, https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1188\/2025\/11\/After-e1764544554642-768x956.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1188\/2025\/11\/After-e1764544554642.jpeg 1037w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 335px) 100vw, 335px\" \/><\/p>\n<h1 style=\"text-align: center\">The Arithmetic of After<\/h1>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Meg Taylor<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I used to think before and after<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">belonged to tragedy,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">the slammed door,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">the call at midnight,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">the name carved into stone.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">But every hinge is not a loss.<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Some open toward arrival.<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">There was before you<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">and after you,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">the air rewired by laughter,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">a room suddenly fluent<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">in warmth.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Still, subtraction teaches best.<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The job that vanished,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">the body reshaped,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">the friend I stopped chasing<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">through her storm,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">all of it proof that after<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">is never just one thing.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">A stubbed toe can split a day,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">so can a birth,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">so can silence finally broken.<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">We want to measure by weight,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">but pain is not math.<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Happiness is not math.<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Each fracture redraws us,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">whether it\u2019s a crack<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">or a canyon.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Maybe life is nothing<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">but these thresholds,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">each one insisting:<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">you cannot go back.<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">And maybe the work<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">is not mourning the before,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">but learning to name the after<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">without apology,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">to say: this is who I am now,<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"><br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">and it is enough.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><b>Meg Taylor<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> is a Midwestern poet whose work explores resilience, loss, and transformation through sharply drawn imagery and emotional clarity. Her poetry has appeared in <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Wingless Dreamer<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">, <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The Write Launch<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">, and <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">WILDsound Writing Festival<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">. When not writing, she balances the demands of daily work with a drive to excavate what\u2019s real on the page.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><b>Nellianne Bateman<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> is obsessed with the color purple. She is a writer, painter, and educator. She&#8217;s making the world a better place with a feminist lens and words and images. She is an MFA candidate in Art Writing at The New School.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/fall-2025-digital-lit\/\">Back to issue<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The Arithmetic of After Meg Taylor &nbsp; I used to think before and after belonged to tragedy, the slammed door, the call at midnight, the name carved into stone. 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