{"id":5699,"date":"2025-12-01T23:03:02","date_gmt":"2025-12-02T03:03:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/?page_id=5699"},"modified":"2025-12-02T13:52:03","modified_gmt":"2025-12-02T17:52:03","slug":"tucson-jones","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/fall-2025-digital-lit\/tucson-jones\/","title":{"rendered":"Tucson, Arizona \u2014 Emma Jones \u2014 Fall 2025"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"attachment_5696\" style=\"width: 338px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-5696\" class=\"wp-image-5696\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1188\/2025\/11\/beauty_queen-236x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"328\" height=\"417\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1188\/2025\/11\/beauty_queen-236x300.jpg 236w, https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1188\/2025\/11\/beauty_queen-768x977.jpg 768w, https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/1188\/2025\/11\/beauty_queen.jpg 792w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 328px) 100vw, 328px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-5696\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">beauty queen by Hallie Fogarty<\/p><\/div>\n<h1 style=\"text-align: center\">Tucson, Arizona<\/h1>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Emma Reed Jones<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">We talked about it like the promised land. Cinderblock, sand. You had left your longest relationship &#8211; resolute, tear-stained, biggest pack on your back. After that, all your belongings were with us in my tiny Oakland apartment. White windows lined one wall, lead paint flaking from the frames. The windows couldn\u2019t close all the way. Sirens entered the room at night like searchlights, and the ravings of madmen from the SRO hotel down the street. \u201c<\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Once a week, your mind turns into water!<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201d one of them kept saying. We laid together on the black and white linoleum in the kitchen. Two women gasping for air like <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">dying<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> fish.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019ve always wanted to live in Tucson,\u201d you said.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">In Tucson, there would be a dry heat. We wouldn\u2019t be drowning in a lake every time we turned around. On my birthday, G. called to tell me that although we were being monogamous he\u2019d slept with two men at the same time and didn\u2019t use protection. \u201cWhat did you do with them?\u201d I asked. \u201cEverything,\u201d he whispered. That\u2019s when I shared the news. \u201cOh, Tucson, Arizona!\u201d he said, turning the words delicately over in his mouth &#8211; the mouth I\u2019d drunk moonlight from, now filled with whiskey and cum. He said Tucson was the one place he\u2019d ever found it possible to engage in life. Out here, he couldn\u2019t seem to sustain a thought, a relationship, a note. In Tucson, we&#8217;d throw dinner parties. We\u2019d dry out. I looked into jobs and swamp coolers. I yelled at you for smoking in my kitchen and you cried. This was before you decided to go back to Oregon to live with your sister, someone who needed you. This was before I decided to stay in my life.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><b>Emma Reed Jones<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> writes poetry and prose shaped by a lifelong love of experimental literature, punk culture, and philosophy, in which she holds a PhD. Her writing has appeared or will soon appear in <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Hobart<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">, <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Vlad Mag<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">, and <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The Toast<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">. Emma lives in the San Francisco Bay Area. Find her on instagram @emma_reed_writes.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><b>Hallie Fogarty<\/b><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> is a poet and artist from Kentucky. She received her MFA in poetry from Miami University, where she was awarded the 2024 Jordan-Goodman Graduate Award for Poetry. Her poetry has been published in Poetry South, The Lindenwood Review, and elsewhere. Her art has been published in <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Tulsa Review<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> and <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Harpur Palate<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">. Her debut chapbook <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">CARAPACE<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> is out now from <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">And Then Publishing<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">. She is currently a PhD student at the University of Louisiana at Lafayette, and you can find her online: <\/span><a href=\"http:\/\/www.halliefogarty.com\/\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">www.halliefogarty.com<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/fall-2025-digital-lit\/\">Back to issue<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tucson, Arizona Emma Reed Jones &nbsp; We talked about it like the promised land. Cinderblock, sand. You had left your longest relationship &#8211; resolute, tear-stained, biggest pack on your back. <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/fall-2025-digital-lit\/tucson-jones\/\">Continue Reading &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5766,"featured_media":0,"parent":5625,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/5699"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5766"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5699"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/5699\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6094,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/5699\/revisions\/6094"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/5625"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.ubalt.edu\/welter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5699"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}